Wednesday, January 19, 2005 / Wednesday, January 19, 2005
tata...haha...look at the title...! u shld noe wad is this post abt right...haha...haiz...look at the last one i posted on this pathetic uninteresting blog...its so so so so so long...until i almost forgotten abt this blog until someone reminds me to updat it...to tat someone: thanks ah =p
its been a long time sice i touched on internet...blame my stupid sis who die die dun wan fixed the modem.. haiz... pathetic.. last time had to use sch lib's internet access..now had to borrow eddie's hse... now with my few gd bros...gerard aung and of cuz eddie..juz had supper at our hse nearby market...so full man... to tink abt it... like very lonh nv sit down eat together lu... cuz we all got work ma...haiz...
2004 was a very bad year...in terms of relationship, friendship...almost everything... dunno why also... haiz... this grp of very gd frens of mine...kinda made me disapppointed... the he in the grp did not ask me and my frens to work with them but they ask another grp instead...cuz he likes a gal there...though its kinda disappointing...but didnt hold it against him also...its juz like now and den i suan him oni..haha...well nvm...everything is over.. our friendship is bakc again! hehe..maybe i shld buy 4D and bet on 2005... well...juz wana put everything behing me and leave it in 2004...hopefully everything goes on smoothly for me...
erm...think almost all the ones i knew are wondering why i didnt go for the 3 months..well... i dun know also... some think i am influence by my buddies whu already decided to go poly... topld them upteem times tt i am not...but no one believes me...haiz... actualli i also dunno the reason la..can say i forgotten to submit the form...and tt i am still undecisive....so work first loh..kill time..and can dun let me think so much...abt him..
haha..guess i am going on and on...hey its once in a long long while tt i post this de right...haha..
erm...results is going to cum out le! scared xia!!! later anywhere also canot go...haiz....muz get myself mentally prepared for tt day...hopefully got people there to share my sorrows and happiness...haha..and i believe i will have.. hehe
okok..toking abt the title..haha...my look kinda changed le...tt time go back sch den teachers also dun recognise me...haha...dunno is it so li hai...maybe they act act de..haha....well..beside my look... i am determined to change my heart...hopefully i can...been 3 plus yrs le....still canot do it...haiz...i am so useless... tt time see tt person..heart almost drop out...still tt same old feeling...haiz...when can i ever get out of this...someone...anyone...save me pls...
alright..have to stop here le....kinda late now..haha...oh my god...eddie is piercing earhole behind me...with the help of aung...arh...so er xin..dun dare to turn....haha....okok...may i hav a prosperous yr! And...take care...all my frens... the ones i am close with..hadnt contacted since long time with...and those whom they think i treat them as emenies with..whuever u r...take care..
